"The cat's in the well, leaves are starting to fall
Goodnight, my love, may the lord have mercy on us all."


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Wednesday Evening, 8 PM.

I had a quasi-epiphany just now.  Like a tiny little light bulb just turned on over my procrastinating brow.  I realized:

I need to stop complaining about school because I don't think that I am ready to become a full fledged adult yet.  Sure, I talk big about how I want a nice place to live and to not be in school anymore, but the truth is--I'm scared to hold sole responsibility.  I like living in this big college bubble that seems unaffected by most everything threatening.  Plus, it's like the ultimate excuse for most unacceptable adult behaviors.  Why am I in such a rush to give this up?  Why am I complaining my way through open, sunny afternoons, where in the future I will be forced to spend them indoors working.  What the hell am I doing?  I should be living it up.

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